The results will be out soon. Probably in less than 12 hours. The countdown begins. And all those things that i had said about migrating to Africa if i fail, are coming back to me. I don't really know how I will react, if in case i fail.
Case in point... I was never scared, like I am today about the results. It was just another day. I still don't know why. It was probably because I was at home and I knew that i had a shoulder to cry on if something bad happened. Or was it that I knew at the back of my mind that something bad will not happen? But here, being all alone, having only this computer for company, things are way different. things are different because I am scared... what if i do fail, what will i do? The question haunts me now, it causes palpitations, it freaks me. i remember that one year ago I was scared. The reason now seems so insignificant... but hopefully it will assume some importance 12 hours from now. Now the golden word is 'pass'.
Lets see what happens. Something tells me that even if i do pass, i will not be happy. But now the most important question is... Will I pass?
So, if i do pass... dinner this week at Amada, gelato at Capagiro, buy myself a pair of boots from Macy's, truffles for home, iphone for me and then dinner/lunch sometime at Barbeque nation, movie with mom, dad and the whole gang of the 10-45 pm show... all of this only if i pass.
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Well I read this after i saw your comment on FB about your rank.. so I guess your more than just happy... and there will more than what was on the list of things to do.. congratulations once again
ReplyDeleteKarishma
I am happy.
ReplyDeleteThere is so much more on the to do list, but as usual, a lot less time available.
Thanks a lot Karishma. So good to hear from you.